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third wheel

Submitted By: love-fool
Date: August 23

See I I love this boi but I can't continue to play third wheel for him. It's either he loves me or he is just keeping me on the side because he knows I'd do anything for him. The thing is I thought at first I had a chance with him and he made me think he wanted to be with me, but really he kept his relationship with someone a hush hush because he feared I would have left him. Which might have been the case, I mean what was I going to still kick myself in the ass trying to win him when knowing he had someone already? What really burned me was the times we kissed he was still with someone. So I as the fool kissed him with my eyes shut so tight thinking he meant it when really he was only kissing me and giving me mixed signals because he didn't want me feeling bad. I mean what's up with that? No what he was doing was not right he was giving me hopes that was never gonna happen. Don't kiss me and tell me you love me when you really didn't mean it. But then at times I think maybe he did mean it but was confused. It's like I think he loves the both of us, me and his boyfriend. But I feel hurt at times because I give myself emotionally and everything but he doesn't wanna be with me when I really love him. Yet how can I love someone who doesn't love me back right?
Well, whatever right? I know this third wheel thing is hurting me and getting in the way of his boyfriend who I know must be envy at times. But I don't wanna leave him, I can't leave him. And he doesn't want me to leave him and I feel bad but I don't know what to do... I can't disconnect myself and except just being friends when we both know I'm still in love with him.

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