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Boyfriend in Canada and I'm stuck with ghosts

Submitted By: Lee
Date: August 20

For over a year now, I've been talking to this boy on the internet. I'm 19 and he's 16. I think he's 16, at least. I haven't talked to him in such a long time, I don't know anymore. I love him so much and I know he loves me because he not only tells me but I get the feeling he does. He loves me for who I am, unlike just about everyone else I know. I've told him many things about myself that have frightened most people away and he still stands by my side and confesses his love for me. There's just one problem: I haven't met him yet. He recently stole two thousand dollars from his dad and ran off to Canada. It scared the crap out of me because I didn't know if he was ok or not. I love him so much, like I said, but I feel so alone. He doesn't have access to a computer very often, so I rarely hear from him... but he always tells me he loves me. I know he does. I'm a really superficial person and I used to swear to myself that I would date nothing but the cream of the crop. Well, Robbie, my boyfriend, is not very attractive. I still love him. I never thought I'd choose personality over looks, but I did. As you may have guessed, I'm really alone right now. I don't have anyone here to confide in. I told him I wouldn't do anything with anyone else and he promised the same, but I need somebody to fill this void in my life or I might come tumbling down like a display of tomato cans in aisle 15. I met this guy at Princetons, which is a local steakhouse (maybe a chain?) and he was really nice and hella cute, but my friend Dan (who's like forty-something) told me that if I wanted him, I'd have to buff up. Well, everytime he passed by I acted all butch and when he turned around, I went back to my femme self. Well, after a while, I got extremely tired of this and told Dan that I didn't have to change myself for anyone. Strangely enough, because I wanted to fill this void in my life more than anything else, I changed myself everytime he came by. I live in Alabama and there's no way Kurfew is coming down here. I'm sure it only goes to big cities like New York, San Fran, Atlanta, and Philly. I don't really NEED Kurfew. I "need" a boyfriend. I DO need a guy who's like me and can talk to me and maybe cuddle some. I just need someone to talk to. I'm not very good at meeting people though, and somehow end up with older guys like Dan and his roomate Perry, who is 32.

The other "problem" is that I'm haunted. There was this boy, Dustin, who I wanted to meet so badly in Junior High School, but a friend of his and mine told me not to talk to him because (he didn't SAY this, but he hinted at it) he was coming to terms with his sexuality and didn't need anyone to interfere. Needless to say, I backed off. Less than a month later, he shot himself in the head. I cried all day. ALL day. I didn't even know him and I cried over him. Months later, after I had completely forgotten about him, I was sitting in my room talking to a good friend, Amanda, on the phone. All of a sudden, I felt like someone was watching me. I figured it was my nephew, but when I turned around, no one was there. I could still feel that feeling. I told Amanda and she told me to calm down and just tell whoever it was to leave. I knew then that it was a spirit. "But what if I know who it is? I wouldn't want to drive away a relative." I said out loud, "If I don't know you, go away." The spirit didn't leave. Then, I said something that to this day, I still can't understand why it came out of my mouth. "If you aren't Dustin Shannon, go away!" And the spirit didn't leave. I knew then that I was gifted with the power of being able to contact the other side. I'm very aware of my emotions and feelings and I can psychoanalyze myself to find out what's wrong with me, and I know that this isn't something to fill my void. Mainly, because it happened BEFORE I talked to Robbie. The problem is is that ever since I talked to Dustin, who is now my guardian angel, I come in contact with evil spirits. When I was in Princetons the other day, I felt such a bad vibe that I was about to just get up and leave, but Dan told me it was probably the old hag who worked there. I sat down, but I knew it was an evil spirit. Those are my two problems. My boyfriend's in Canada and I'm stuck with evil spirits trying to possess me (and they have before) and I don't know what to do. Maybe the spirit thing is beyond you, but I still had to tell someone to get all of this off of my chest. Thank you for listening.

Lee

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